Intro

It’s a sense of apathy that casually grapples me
The maddened beast tackles me, it’s a catastrophe
Feel like a worker in a factory, the hurt I am repackaging
Immersing & it staggers me – a bird with mangled wings

I went from punching on everyday
Feeling wrong in everyway
Writing songs to get away
Don’t believe in God but I better pray
If it’s seeming odd I’ll set it straight

They tell me sleep on it; you’ll feel as sweet as the leaf of some green chronic
This is real shit let me be honest, if I built a bridge I’d probably leap of it

Verse 1

It’s some psychic pain that I’ve tried to suppress
Feel right as rain with life after death
Mistakes I’ve made, enticing regret
Still hold their place inside of my head

Abuse never loosens its grip
Till they find you not moving using a drip
Feeling useless, losing’s a synch
No improvement, what conclusion is this?

They say call the cops but that never would work
You can’t make it stop; ever since birth
You feel that ‘safe place’ message reverse
When someone you love shows no discretion to hurt

Chorus

I wake up never feeling refreshed because that cloud of doubt leaves my ceiling so wet
I said, I wake up never feeling refreshed cuz that cloud of doubt leaves my ceiling so wet
I wake up, I wake up, I wake up never feeling refreshed
I wake up never feeling refreshed, that cloud of doubt leaves my ceiling so wet

Verse 2

And even when the wounds are repaired
A sudden move can just tear and remove any flare
That you grew to prove you don’t care
Exuding despair, it protrudes and it stares

When they’re standing at your window with an axe,
You, your mother, little brother gotta tip toe out the back
Got their own struggles by fear they’re entrapped
Causing a rumble to deal with the facts

I can’t walk around it, it hides & attacks
I don’t want talk about it outside of this rap
That’s the kind of attitude, some others just do have
And we wonder why they end up zipped up in a huge bag

Chorus

I wake up never feeling refreshed because that cloud of doubt leaves my ceiling so wet
I said, I wake up never feeling refreshed cuz that cloud of doubt leaves my ceiling so wet
I wake up, I wake up, I wake up never feeling refreshed
I wake up never feeling refreshed, that cloud of doubt leaves my ceiling so wet

Guitar Solo

Chorus

I wake up never feeling refreshed because that cloud of doubt leaves my ceiling so wet
I said, I wake up never feeling refreshed cuz that cloud of doubt leaves my ceiling so wet
I wake up, I wake up, I wake up never feeling refreshed
I wake up never feeling refreshed, that cloud of doubt leaves my ceiling so wet